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Thursday, June 22, 2006

DUNN FEEL LYK BLOGGING OKAYS . hahas - I M JUS SO LAZY ?! hohohos -




170606 - at night during MINISTRY , i felt GOD's PRESENCE and his TOUCH -
i cann feel dat he touched miie and he had talked to miie . my WHOLE BODY trembled but nth HAPPENED , thank GOD (:
hais . i REALLY CRIED very badly ue knw ? humphs . life seriously is MISERABLE fer miie lars . lyk NOBODY cares abt miie lars . hais .

boy had LEFT miie alone lars - 100605 is GONE . hais . who will be dere for miie ? i hav been waiting for him for the PAST ONE YEAR but what hav i got in RETURN ? its NTH-
DISAPPOINTMENT is EVERYWHRE okays -

yes , though i miss ue really SO badly . i CANT do anything . i could ONLY cry . YES I KNW , ue think dat i CANT LIVE WITHOUT ue . i admit dat i did have THIS thinking BEFORE but NOT NOW okays -

LET ME tell ue boy , i will PROOF to ue dat i cann LIVE without ue okays . though its hard , i wun GIVEUP -

OUR memories will BE KEPT TIGHTLY in my mind NOW n FOREVER but those MEMORIES cant HOLD MIIE BAQ FOREVER ryte ? i really gotta MOVE on liaos . really have to . hais . i will MISS those days -

though ue think dat i cant live without ue , i wun blame ue lar cos its TRUE . but ue NVR knw when will i have my NEXT stead ryte ? ue cant possibly ask miie to wait for ue lyk how ue asked miie to in the past yet ue have ANOTHER STEAD ryte ? humphs .

THANK YOU for THOSE SWEET MEMORIES , i will KEEP it TIGHTLY in my HEART NOW and FOREVER -

I cant DENY dat ue 're the SWEETEST BOYFRIEND I EVER HAD . yes ue are the SWEETEST boyfren i EVER had -

YOU made my eyes to CRY for ue and made my tears to RUN for ue . i really HAVE NO MORE TEARS LEFT okays -

wanted to cry but cant ANYMORE . cos i knw . NO MATTER HOW HARD i CRY , ue wun BE BAQ anymore -

we REALLY had a GREAT tym tgt and i really WANTO thank ue lars . FOR EVERYTHING cos ue made THEM wonderful . we have memories ALMOST EVERYWHR .

ue made miie CRAZY OVER UE . CRY N LAUGH over ue . HATE N LOVE you too -


CONFUSED -*




i will BLESS those who BLESSED you and CURSE those who CURSED you for my LOVE for ue will NVR END until someone who cann make miie FORGET ue but i knw there WUN be ANY okays (:


i wished ue n ur GIRL will really LIVE happily frm NOW okays . treat her well bahhs . treat her lyk how ue treated miie in the past . its really SO WONDERFUL and i ADMIT dat i was the HAPPIEST girl when i m wit ue (:


NOW , ue shall lead ur life and i lead mine okays -


maybe , i knw SOMEONE better than ue will be here wit miie IN THE FUTURE yet NOT SO SOON ?! we NVR knw yea - LOLs .

LIFE is gonna be as PERFECT as before WITHOUT ue i HOPE (:



LOVEYA - MWARKS -



i m jus SO CONTENTED dat i EVEN can have this CHANCE to spend my TYM wit ue IN THE PAST and ue made it OH SO WONDERFUL -



sometyms when i m crying n so LONELY n TROUBLED BY THINGS , ue really NVR fail to make miie SMILE n cheer miie up . even AFT we broke up , ue were still dere for miie . sometyms i really wonder if GOD is tryin to tell miie dat HE wanna give me ANOTHER chance to be baq by UR SIDE but i guess the ANSWER is NO -
though things really happened SO SUDDEN - LY , it doesnt mean ANYTHING lors . and i really have LEARNT , yes , though ue were wit me automatically when i nided some1 by my side yet no1 appeared , it doesnt mean dat ue feel ANYTHING for miie . i learnt NOT TO BE SO BHB liaos - seriously , i knw i m OH SO CHILDISH -

i guess , GOD jus wanns miie to knw dat he wun made miie felt lonely so he made alfred to tok to miie only lars . NOTHING FURTHER THAN THAT . yes , mayb GOD jus wann ALFRED to be my CLOSEST FRENS ? we NVR knw yea ?


humphs . now i knw HOW CHILDISH AM I -

~ { 8:23 AM }
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